no more singing of monk songs,prac with the shanghai opera singers who cause me migraine w their everlasting vibrrrrattttto. -.- and omg,as there was a break between first and second song yest,their breath STANK LIKE CRAZY when they opened it to sing again omg.couldnt breathe to prepare for the holding part! and,no more standing in front of the percussionists who blast us with their gongs,cymbals and everyth.really kills our ears,i thought i was going to be deaf at the end of the practices! Thinking about it,Nov has been a really long month omg.

i think i've grown abit more again,i understand mum more,the ppl around me too.i've got closer to my sops,the guys,im not so sure.it makes my heart sink...some of them rather.hopefully they'll understand where im coming from.

NTU!!!!!! argg.im stuck and my prof going overseas for 2 weeks.nice one.gd luck to me ya? SOMEBODY HELP!!! ):